I am deserving 


I’m working on this.  It’s been about 6 years since I realized I lost my muchiness.  In that time, I’ve turned my life upside down.  And now I have one last step.  A new job.

I have an interview next week and I have a foot in the door.  My inner critic keeps coming up with the lamest excuses why this won’t work out. All of them are just stupid and clearly my ego worrying about failure.

But my friend is the one who referred me to his former job (he is going back to school).  He has no doubt I’ll be great at this job.  That it will be a perfect fit.

So ya know what?  I’m gonna shut up, and get out of my way.  Life isn’t meant to be lived paycheck to paycheck.  I haven’t had a raise in 5 years.  I deserve this. 

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